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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

OMG KOA WAS AWESOME

INCREDIBLE

FUN

EPIC

AND STUFF

lost my cell fone tho. dropped it in the water off the dock. freaking out.

then, they came.

the Candians.

so yeah, a bunch of awesome kids they were. got my fone for me! in the icky dock water. i was surprised the scuba mann who lived beneath his boat didnt eat them...
and yeah!
the guys came over on saturday. i got about $80 in AMERICAN money. my mom is making me use it to buy a new cell fone... we went kayaking and hot tubbing and swimming and i have an epic tan. awesome koa. definitely one of the best.

the cabin


Scene-o [Canadian]


Wes [Canadian] can you belive hes only 13??


Brandon [yet another Canadian]

LOL, they got pissed cause Mat kept on playing the 'Oh Canada' song on his cell fone and cracking Canadian jokes.

well, time to go. moms hissing, pissing and yelling.

sry so short.


Sunday, February 26, 2006

Currently Listening
Blackwater Park
By Opeth
The Drapery Falls
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Shitty weekend. Gratz Meagan and Sean. <3 I love you guys.

Myspace sucks.

Summer is coming. Meagan and Me=Bellybutton piercings soon.

Yeah.

 



"Spiralling to the ground below
Like Autumn leaves left in the wake to fade
away..."


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Currently Listening
Secret of the Runes
By Therion
Jotunheim
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Valentins day got alot better. Me and Blane went out. :D HE got me a ring! With diamonds in it and everything!! I LOVE IT AND I LOVE YOU BLANEY.

Things with Shirley arent any better. We actually called her last night, and everything went okay until my mom asked her if she had the stuff. She said No, and my mom said that she didnt believe her, and Shirley accused my mom of harrassing her, and mom brought up old points of how she told Brenda that the stuff WAS there, and Shirley just hung up on my mom. Guess mom won.

Mom was crushing my hopes and dreams last night, so i feel discouraged. BUT i will get it all back. Ill get it, ill start over, and be stronger.

Meagan will be a good lawyer.

Kelly and Dan are in town. Kelly was my first ever best friend, and she moved to Seattle in 1st grade. I was devastated. BUT shes visiting and were having boxes of fun.

<3


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

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By My Dying Bride
Crown of Sympathy
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!!

Not.

Yeah. day sucked so far.

Especially lunch. But, thanks for being there, Jake.

 


Friday, February 10, 2006

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3 months.

 

 

EDIT

I HATE WAITING

WAITING SUCKS

HERE I AM

WAITING

FOR MORE THAN ONE THING

AND WoW IS TEH LAG MONSTER, SO I HAVE NO PASSAGE OF BOREDOM

MY WEEKEND WILL SUCK.

SUCK.

SUCK.

SUCK.

 



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